Thursday, March 11, 2010

True colors always have a way of showing!

Yesterday I finally went to court after a long battle with my ex for custody of my princess Destiny. I must say the day was hilarious! 1st they called the cfi (child family investigator) to the stand who witnessed how she felt i was the better parent according to what she observed and other ppl she had talked with. My ex acting as his own attorney (who also is a high school drop out) cross examined her and basically called her a liar, the judge was so annoyed he told the lady she could go ahead and be done, even though stupid wasn't done w her. Next it was my turn, and I swear I think my ex really enjoyed this role playing Perry Mason! It was an act made for a comedy show! When all done it was decided that I have full custody and he may see her every other weekend.

I was hoping it wouldn't have had to go this far. I know he loves his daughter in a little to obsessive way. but when he decided he was going to try and bad mouth me with his delusional slander and attempt to take my baby away from me forever. The truth came out about him and his lies & munipulation. I am so thankful that he was seen for the bastard that he is. Hopefully one day he will realize the monster he is and hopefully if he can swallow his pride he will get help. Until then I will continue to be the best mommy I know how to be.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

I don't know what set me off. Maybe it was a conversation i had earlier. I work in a preschool in the poorest ghetto in Colorado. Where taking them for a walk is not an easy task. In alot of areas you dont have to look out for needles, beer bottles and other trash that we see on our walks that should be a nice get-a-way from the classroom. People don't understand why I work with these kids. It touches my heart with sadness when you see babies hungry and you have to wonder if they ate the night before, if their parent was able to attend to them due to their own stresses on figuring out how they are going to get the bills paid or sadly their next high. When I have an oppurtunity to put a smile on their faces. It's very rewarding. but i only have a 5 minute break so I need to get back to them.. so to be continued.

Monday, July 20, 2009

JABBAWOCKEEZ BACKSTAGE BABY!

Ok so wow! is the 1st thing Im going to say..

I had already planned on going to the tour. but when the lovely Chrystal gave me a link to a contest that was in the westword newspaper of course I had to enter! I entered a total of 127 times! Well of course I won!!!
When i got the email in my spam the day of the contest I cried, screamed and jumped and did it all over again! It said I had to call at a certain time. Witch I did.. several times after awhile of no answer I was crying. FINALLY AN ANSWER! All I had to do was pick up the tickets and meet a lady in front of the venue. They said DON'T BE LATE BE THERE AT AT 3:00 PM. I was there and waited it was going on 3:45 and I was in tears thinking I know I missed it!! And yay I found a girl sitting around who took me to where I needed to be!! She walked me to the back of the venue where the celebrities go through. She told me I would have to wait cause the JABBAWOCKEEZ were running late.